Wednesday, December 19, 2007!
HandWritten on; 1:11 AM
ARGH i hate missing what used to be. anyway i think the feeling of exasperation really sucks. im wasting my life away. i hate it when it comes to times when i dont know how to react and i will just run away from the problem cause it will make my life easier, at first. and i will always end up screaming at myself. freaking hell. and i feel like i've done this ten thousand times. inconfidence, lack of perseverance and intiative, saying the opposite of what i think, is ruining my life.
look back a year ago, i was more of someone who is optimistic, carefree, more appreciative hmm, someone with more courage to face whatever that came my way, someone who dared to make things right. more relaxed, and happening. haha.
i cant help but feel tired, but i'm really tired of feeling tired.